I am going to confess. I hate snow days. One day of pretty,
pretty snow is about all I can take. I love watching it snow for a few hours,
and love the way my family gathers around the fire and peaks outside. I love the
way the Rosebros run to me every time my phone “dings” to see if it is the
superintendent cancelling school and then staying up late playing board games
in the middle of the week when we get that call. That one day of sledding with
the boys is fun and exciting. Having crockpot chili and freshly made cornbread
in warm comfy clothes does my soul good. Then it hits me….I’m stuck in my
house. Panic, for whatever reason, begins to set in day 2. I start looking for
anything to bake, cook, eat, well, consume. I literally can’t eat enough and I
want out of my house.
During our last snow,
a major snow ball fight happened between the Rosebros and me. My duck boots,
which some girls wear fashionably, are only brought out during snow in my house
and they were soaked after our snowball fight. I took them off in the garage
and left them by the door. And there they have stayed since January 18th.
I am not usually one to leave things laying around, but on January 20th,
I picked up clothes, scarfs, hats, snow boots, snow jackets, etc and hung them
all back up in their proper place along with my weekly cleaning of bathrooms,
kitchens, dusting, laundry, etc.(you get the point). I decided to just see how
long my duck boots would last by the door. Would anyone else in my home feel
the need to help out or feel the same sense of urgency that I do about keeping
our home tidy-I mean you never know when someone important may just drop by. I even made some mention a couple times as the
family was heading into the house about my boots needing to go inside. Nothing.
They sit there.
After a particularly frustrating day last week, I pulled
into the carport and saw, again, my boots. My family works as a team. We all 4
work really hard at what we do, and we depend on each other to make it all
work. This “boot failure” made me wonder if we somehow had stopped working on
the same team and were working on our individual selves. It made me think about
school. How many times do we walk past a bulletin board that needs some new
staples in it because the staples have come out-and we just walk on by? How
many times do you walk in the hallway and see a piece of paper on the ground
and we just walk on by without picking it up? When we take walkers out in the
afternoon or when we do car duty, do we pick up trash that we may see so that
our campus looks nice or do we leave it for someone else or do we even care at
all? While those things are important
and shows a sense of pride in our school, it seems much bigger than those minor
cosmetic details.
What I realized in my carport looking at my boots was that
the thing that was missing is a sense of urgency. Getting better requires
focused, persistent work by EVERYONE-not just one of us. I am compelled every
single day by this overwhelming intolerance of failure. I do not want one
single student or one single teacher to fail. I want to eliminate ineffective practices
and processes that slow us down and impede student achievement. I want to
connect with more students and more families. I want to connect with more
educators to develop this greater sense of purpose as well as find ways to fix
all that is wrong in our schools. But it starts with doing something……….Sometimes
it starts small. But nothing can move forward if we are stuck doing what we’ve
always done. Those boots will remain in my carport not because my family is
irresponsible, but because I always pick up everything and put it in its place.
Those boots will move when I stop giving subtle hints and I specifically tell
one of my “boys” to put my boots in the box in the closet along with the rest
of the snow stuff. Doing what we’ve always done because we’ve always done it
will results in nothing new……..but persistently perusing excellence means that
something will have to change-not everything, but something.
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